alone.

Sometimes I feel so alone.  I know I live in a house with 20+ girls, and I know I have a lot of "close" friends, but I feel as if I have no one I can turn to when I really need to be with someone.  My problems never seem important enough to other people, because I'm the happy-go-lucky girl who lives an "exciting" life.  But really now. I feel really, really alone. And I wish I had someone here right now to give me a big hug, and keep me company.







so much for being less self absorbed.

Gahhh

I've already failed on my new life plan. Well this is my blog post for today.  Goodnight.

XOXO,
Kate

Ok....I'm a bad blogger.

So I've been neglecting my blog, and that makes me very sad :(

So here's the deal, I've decided that I want to become a better person.  I feel like I neglect things too often (such as my blog or my friends or my studies) and I feel like I just focus on myself all the time.  I'd like to think that I try to be attentive to other people, but I don't think that I come across that way. SO I've come up with a list of things that I am going to do to be a better person from now on:

• Blog something everyday 
• Think less about myself and more about other people
• Help at least one person with something every day
• Learn something new about my friends when I talk to them
• Talk to people I'm afraid to talk to
• Eat healthier
• Exercise for at least 30 min a day (I know I'm pushing it with this one, but its necessary)
• Call a member of my family everyday
• Try to be a positive influence on someone's life everyday

I hope I can succeed with this list.  I know its going to be hard and be slow at first, but I think I need to do something.  I just can't skate through college going from class to rehearsal to my room to watch netflix.  If I want to be a performer and get my name known in the theater world, I have to get the practice first.  And college is the right environment for that.  Who knows, maybe with these changes, I can change the world someday.

Thats all for now. Until tomorrow.
XOXO
Kate