to inspire myself

alone.

Sometimes I feel so alone.  I know I live in a house with 20+ girls, and I know I have a lot of "close" friends, but I feel as if I have no one I can turn to when I really need to be with someone.  My problems never seem important enough to other people, because I'm the happy-go-lucky girl who lives an "exciting" life.  But really now. I feel really, really alone. And I wish I had someone here right now to give me a big hug, and keep me company.







so much for being less self absorbed.

Gahhh

I've already failed on my new life plan. Well this is my blog post for today.  Goodnight.

XOXO,
Kate

Ok....I'm a bad blogger.

So I've been neglecting my blog, and that makes me very sad :(

So here's the deal, I've decided that I want to become a better person.  I feel like I neglect things too often (such as my blog or my friends or my studies) and I feel like I just focus on myself all the time.  I'd like to think that I try to be attentive to other people, but I don't think that I come across that way. SO I've come up with a list of things that I am going to do to be a better person from now on:

• Blog something everyday 
• Think less about myself and more about other people
• Help at least one person with something every day
• Learn something new about my friends when I talk to them
• Talk to people I'm afraid to talk to
• Eat healthier
• Exercise for at least 30 min a day (I know I'm pushing it with this one, but its necessary)
• Call a member of my family everyday
• Try to be a positive influence on someone's life everyday

I hope I can succeed with this list.  I know its going to be hard and be slow at first, but I think I need to do something.  I just can't skate through college going from class to rehearsal to my room to watch netflix.  If I want to be a performer and get my name known in the theater world, I have to get the practice first.  And college is the right environment for that.  Who knows, maybe with these changes, I can change the world someday.

Thats all for now. Until tomorrow.
XOXO
Kate

I'M BACK!

I know you've all missed me during my long summer break, but now I'm back in action for round 2 at Pacific.  Can you believe it I'm a Sophomore? A SOPHOMORE!  This is shaping up to be a pretty good year.  I'm living in the Delta Delta Delta house, taking 18 units (which includes French, Stage Design, Computers, Intermediate Acting, and Writing for College {[he plan's to test out of that one]!)  and auditioning for Antigone, the fall semester production.


The only bummer is that Courtney, who was supposed to be living with me in my Fab room, got an RA position, so now I'm Roommate-less. BUMMER!

But I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited to start the whole being an active in TriDelta and everything that comes with it.  This semester is going to be a lot of work (as usual) but it should be fun!


So here are some pictures of the "Pride of the Pacific" room, AKA my fab room, in the TriDelta House

Hope you have a wonderful day Lovies, and good luck with the semester!
XOXO,
Kate


P.S. Come over for Lunch or Dinner and get to know the lovely ladies of TriDelta! :)

Good bye April!

So April has gone by wayyy to fast, and I have not had time to blog.

So There are two weeks of school left.  Thats all I can think about as of now.

and I'm starting a Production Company called Tiger Cat Productions, and it is the only thing I've been thinking about all afternoon.  More deets about it when I figure it out. :)

One day until my impending doom...

and what doom is that? I bet you are wondering what could be so awful that I'm dreading it. IIITTTSSSS



my birthday.

I know I know, I sound crazy! But I'm afraid to get older.  I'm turning 19! 19! I've almost been on the planet for TWO decades! It scares me! Soon I'll be 30, 40, 50 and then dead. I have too many things to worry about, and I don't want to have to deal with getting older too.  I half expect to wake up with gray hair tomorrow.


I want to be like Peter Pan and never grow up.  Living in never-never land forever sounds great to me.  hey, maybe I'll become a fairy!

I think I'm just scared to leave my childhood, and my teenager-hood behind.  I feel like I have not accomplished anything that you are supposed to as a teenager, and now I have one year left to go crazy.  but will I make the most of the next 365 days to do all the crazy teenage things I have not done yet? Probably not I'm too scared and shy to do anything crazy. Maybe I'll wait till my roaring twenties to go crazy, who knows.  I just feel behind, and in adequate to be 19,  I'm too much of a child, and not enough of an adult.

We'll see how the next year goes.  Until then, I have 10 and a half hours left of being 18 years old. :/